MY TOP ALBUMS OF 2012.

1. Kendrick Lamar - good kid, m.A.A.d. city

2. Frank Ocean - Channel Orange

3. WZRD - WZRD

4. The Weeknd - Trilogy

5. Lotus Plaza - Spooky Action At A Distance

6. G.O.O.D. Music - Cruel Summer

7. Kid Ink - Up & Away

8. Hans Zimmer - Dark Knight Rises OST

9. A$AP Mob - Lord$ Never Worry

10. Lana Del Rey - Born To Die

11. How To Dress Well - Total Loss

12. Ab Soul - Control System

13. Meek Mill - Dreams & Nightmares

14. Hot Chip - In Our Heads

15. Boys Noize - Out Of The Black

16. Animal Collective - Centipede Hz

17. JJ DOOM - Key To The Kuffs

18. The Shins - Port Of Morrow

19. Schoolboy Q - Habits & Contradictions

20. 2 Chainz - Based On A T.R.U. Story

21. Holy Other - Held

22. Jim Guthrie - Sword & Sworcery LP

23. Proxy - Music From The Eastblock Jungles (Part 1)

24. John Talabot - Fin

25. Mac Demarco - 2

You and me, we will never be truly happy with our earthly lives. We may get rich and successful, but will sacrifice relationships or family life, or not have them at all. We may achieve family harmony, but be broke and clueless, or worse - average. Hell, even if by some lucky chance we manage to balance success and personal life, we’ll lose something else - somebody or something we really care about. Something will always be missing - something significant enough to makes us sad or even depressed. Because that is the price we pay for being special. All we can aim for is to reach the highest possible level of inner peace or even enlightenment. Because only if we’re going to be at peace with ourselves are we going to be able to face the challenges that life has prepared for the likes of us.

Is my life bad? I wouldn’t say so, things are going fine. Am I happy with my life at the moment? Not really. Would I replace my current self with someone more ordinary? Never. Because I’m so advanced.